sending the photos were a bit of a nightmare. we had like 12 zip files in all. haha gosh. remind me not to take photos in 8M again.

and now i shall attempt to backup my photos. cos they're really a lot! very busy, stressed out too. hahaha maybe shall post them online to web albums..

and these two days, there's some behaviour that makes me want to shake my head in disbelief and exasperation, like how come i know these kind of people? unpunctuality is already something that i've made a very clear stand on the last time round. i dont care if i seemed to have made a mountain out of a trivial thing, but i believe being on time or within reasonable limits of being late is only basic respect. if you cant do this, then i will take it that the people or event is not important enough for you to pay this basic amount of attention. hence please dont expect me to hold you in high regard.

canceling at last minute, with no concern about whether the event can continue is just so typical of you. all the more i hoped for it to proceed without you, just to show that your selfishness is of no matter to us. you seemed just to have blatantly assumed the importance of your appearance, which thoroughly ticked us off till we couldnt be bothered to even say hi when you appeared. honestly, i was counting on you not even appearing. and then i heard that story, it only made you rank even lower in my book. you could have ordered your own, or you could have honourably offered to split the amount evenly. yet you did none, your offer was not even sincere, as shown by the paltry sum. maybe you learnt this from your very good friend, whose attitude towards money i've also experienced before. i believe that guys shouldnt be so calculating, it only makes you look so petty.

i hate people who 摸. as in they spend hours doing god-knows-what, and end up making people wait. you could start preparing earlier, or skip some not very necessary steps. what's more, your attitude was such that you expected people to wait for you, even though the time was already agreed on much earlier. it wasnt the first time you said you'll think about it. and frankly, it wouldnt be a surprise if you really did not show. we have all heard that tone before, and it would have pissed just about anyone off. you cant have things your way all the time, and acting like a petulant child is not going to get you anywhere. there are some things that arent mentioned cause it does not sound nice, but as time goes by, it seems to be getting worse. comparing yourself to what others have is bound to result in dissatisfaction, and perhaps it should be used as a chance to reflect upon your efforts.

on another note, i've lots to learn about giving and taking too. to not dwell on the two hours i did not participate in, but the 6 hours i had fun.